lists

things that remind me of my mom

• the smell of weed bud
• "listen to your body"
• black forest cake
• "breathe into it"
• the nail clippers she gave me
• the smell of incense

things i love despite them being basic

• fairy lights
• pumpkin spice lattes
• taking selfies
• avocado toast
• smoothies
• watching Cut videos on youtube

lyrics that go again and again and again

• i need you so much closer
• once again i fall into my feminine ways
• i see the light in my eyes
• how small a thought it takes to fill a whole life

some emoji I regularly use

• 🙃
• 👀
• 🥺
• 💯
• ✨
• 🤔
• 🙈
• 🤷‍♀️
• 😊

a number list

• one
• two
• three
• four
• twenty-two
• seventy-one
• zero

project aspirations

• find a branch, nail it to the ceiling and dangle things from it
• rewrite the artist's way through my value system
• run a retreat
• start a relationship advice column
• refactor the surveys page and add more surveys
• start a online space with friends where we regularly post social justice actions we're taking (donations, reading, volunteering, etc)

lofty dreams

• perform in a musical
• be on the SF neofuturist team
• write fiction
• do an unassisted pullup
• have zero food anxiety